Sometimes I'm confused and don't know what to do,
My life is full of "ups" and "downs",
and I Need someone to lift my "frowns".
So much hurt and so much pain,sometimes
I feel like I'm going insane.
All the abuse and all the molestation,
are you starting to understand all the aggravation?
Wanting to be loved and just feel like I'm needed am I starting to sound conceited?
My mind is always pacing thinking of childhood days and nights,
all of it's fears and all of it's frights.
I just want the memories to disappear,
if I could I probably wouldn't be drinking this beer.
Oh God please help me, I don't know what to do,